Suddenly

Suddenly everything seems to have lost its magic. Nothing seems right anymore. Love no longer seems to be the thing of dreams.

I have been rudely awakened from a dream. I’ve been trying to live as the child that I have now realized that I no longer am. I am no longer that little girl that dreamed of true love.

Now, I have come to realize that fairies are the things of little girls; little innocent girls that dream ever so much of love, the little girls that do not know the pains of love.

I know realize that love is about suffering. Therefore when I heard that pain is love’s last resort, I must admit that it is true. It pains me, truly to think as such.

But, sadly I have suddenly awakened. No more do I wish to cry over a broken heart, or a lost dream. Because in the end, that’s how it all turns out, in the end it all ends in tears.

In the end we are suddenly forced to open our eyes and venture into the seemingly unknown. You see, as children…we know everything.

As children we believe that love can fix anything and everything. We think we know the solution to everything.

But, now I have realized that nothing is as it was. I realized that I need to grow up and accept whatever it is that is in front of me.

No more will I cry because of a broken heart. No more will I hurt over a lost dream. No more will I let the illusion of love sidetrack me.

I only hope that when the time comes to do as such, that I am strong enough.