I Hate This Feeling

I hate this feeling, this feeling of loneliness. I hate feeling dependent on you.

Never before have had I felt the need to want to be with you. Never did I think that I needed your kisses and hugs as much as I actually do now.

What is it about you that drives me crazy? What is it about you that I can’t ever stop thinking about you?

Everything you do and say makes me wish everything was different; it all makes me feel like a lost little child.

Would I feel safer if your arms were wrapped around me? Would I feel stronger and able to conquer the world?

I don’t know anymore. I don’t know anything anymore about life, about me, or you; I don’t know anything about anything anymore.

Is it better if I just forget? Is it better if I open my heart and mind for everyone to see? Or is it better if I just close myself and don’t let anyone in?

I don’t know…. This is why I need you here, I need you close to me to help me find the right answers.